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  “Totally.”

  He smiles again. Hot is really not an adequate enough word for this guy. He is crazy beautiful. And it’s more than his looks—the intentionally messy waves of his dark hair; the strong eyebrows that make his expression a bit serious, even when he smiles; his eyes, which I notice can look emerald in one light and hazel in another; the sweetly sculpted angles of his face; the curve of his full lips. I’ve been seeing him from the front for all of ten minutes total and already I’m obsessing about his lips.

  “Thank you for before,” I say.

  “You’re very welcome.”

  “Hey, ready to go?” Kay walks up and puts her hand on the back of his neck in a decidedly possessive gesture, spearing her fingers through his hair. Her expression is so carefully neutral it could have been sprayed on, like she couldn’t care less who her boyfriend’s talking to. Christian turns to look up at her, his face practically even with her breasts. Around her neck dangles a shiny silver half heart with the initials C.P. stamped into it. He smiles.

  Spell effectively broken.

  “Yeah, just a sec,” he says. “Kay, this is—”

  “Clara Gardner,” she says, nodding. “She’s in my English class. Moved here from California. Doesn’t like birds. No good at math.”

  “Yeah, that’s me in a nutshell,” I say.

  “What? Did I miss something?” asks Christian, confused.

  “Nothing. Just a stupid exercise we did in Phibbs’s class. We better go if we want to get back before next period,” she says, then turns to me and smiles, a flash of perfect white teeth. I’d bet money that she wore braces at some point. “There’s this great Chinese place we like to hit for lunch about a mile from here. You’ll have to try it sometime with your friends.” Translation: You and I will never be friends.

  “I like Chinese,” I say.

  Christian hops up from the chair. Kay tucks her arm in his and smiles at him from under her lashes and starts to lead him out of the cafeteria.

  “Nice to meet you,” he calls back to me. “Again.”

  And then he’s gone.

  “Wow,” remarks Wendy, who’s been sitting right next to me the entire time without making a sound. “Impressive attempt at flirtation.”

  “I guess I was inspired,” I say a bit dazedly.

  “Well, I don’t think there are many girls here who aren’t inspired by Christian Prescott,” she says, which makes the other girls titter.

  “Freshman year I had this fantasy that he’d ask me to the prom and I’d be crowned queen,” sighs the one I think is Emma, who then flushes bright red. “I’m over it now.”

  “I’d put money on Christian being prom king this year.” Wendy scrunches up her nose. “But Kay’s the queen. You’d better watch your back.”

  “Is she that bad?”

  Wendy laughs, then shrugs.

  “She and I were good friends in grade school, had sleepovers and tea parties with our dolls and all of that, but when we hit junior high, it was like . . .” Wendy shakes her head sadly. “She’s spoiled. But she’s nice enough when you get to know her, I guess. She can be really sweet. But don’t get on her bad side.”

  I’m pretty sure I’m already on Kay Patterson’s bad side. I could tell by the way she’d kept her voice light, friendly, but beneath it was an undercurrent of contempt.

  I glance around the cafeteria. I notice the black-haired girl from English, Angela Zerbino. She’s sitting by herself, her lunch untouched in front of her, reading a thick black book. She looks up. She nods, just the tiniest bob of her head, like she wants to acknowledge me. I hold her gaze for a moment, then look away. She goes back to reading her book.

  “What about her?” I ask Wendy, tilting my head to indicate Angela.

  “Angela? She’s not a social reject or anything. It’s like she prefers to be alone. She’s sort of intense. Focused. She’s always been that way.”

  “What’s the Pink Garter? It sounds like a . . . you know, a place where . . . you know . . .”

  Wendy laughs. “A whorehouse?”

  “Yeah,” I say, embarrassed.

  “It’s a dinner theater in town,” says Wendy, still laughing. “Cowboy melodramas, a few musicals.”

  “Oh,” I say, finally getting it. “I thought it was strange when she said in class that her mother owned a whorehouse and she didn’t know her father. A little TMI, if you know what I mean.”

  Now everyone at the table is laughing. I look again at Angela, who has turned a bit so I can’t see her face.

  “She seems nice,” I backpedal.

  Wendy nods.

  “She is. My brother had a crush on her for a while.”

  “You have a brother?”

  She snorts like she wishes she could give a different answer.

  “Yes. He’s my twin, actually. He’s also a pain.”

  “I know the feeling.” I gaze over at Jeffrey in his circle of new friends.

  “And speak of the devil,” says Wendy, grabbing the sleeve of a boy who’s passing by our table.

  “Hey,” he protests. “What?”

  “Nothing. I was just telling the new girl about my awesome brother and now here you are.” She flashes a huge smile at him, the kind that says she might not be telling the whole truth.

  “Behold, Tucker Avery,” she says to me, gesturing up at him.

  Her brother resembles her in nearly every way: same hazy blue eyes, same tan, same golden brown hair, except his hair is short and spiky and he’s about a foot taller. He is definitely part of the cowboy group, although toned down from some of the others, wearing a simple gray tee, jeans, and cowboy boots. Also hot, but in a completely different way than Christian, less refined, more tan and muscle and a hint of stubble along his jaw. He looks like he’s been working under the sun his whole life.

  “This is Clara,” says Wendy.

  “You’re the girl with the Prius who almost rear-ended my truck this morning,” he says.

  “Oh, sorry about that.”

  He looks me up and down. I feel myself blush for probably the hundredth time that day.

  “From California, right?” The word California seems like an insult coming from him.

  “Tucker,” Wendy warns, pulling at his arm.

  “Well, I doubt that I would have done any damage to your truck if I’d hit you,” I retort. “It looks like the back end is about to rust off.”

  Wendy’s eyes widen. She seems genuinely alarmed.

  Tucker scoffs. “That rusty truck will probably be towing you out of a snowbank next time there’s a storm.”

  “Tucker!” exclaims Wendy. “Don’t you have a rodeo team meeting or something?”

  I’m busy trying to think of a comeback involving the incredible amount of money I will save this year driving my Prius as opposed to his gas-guzzling truck, but the right words aren’t forming.

  “You’re the one who wanted to chat,” he says to Wendy.

  “I didn’t know you were going to act like a pig.”

  “Fine.” He smirks at me. “Nice to meet you, Carrots,” he says, looking directly at my hair. “Oh, I mean Clara.”

  My face flames.

  “Same to you, Rusty,” I shoot back, but he’s already striding away.

  Great. I’ve been at this school for less than five hours and I’ve already made two enemies simply by existing.

  “Told you he was a pain,” says Wendy.

  “I think that might have been an understatement,” I say, and we both laugh.

  The first person I see when I come into my next class is Angela Zerbino. She’s sitting in the front row, already bent over her notebook. I take a seat a few rows back, looking around the classroom at all the portraits of the British monarchy that are stapled to the top of the walls. A large table at the front of the room displays a Popsicle-stick model of the Tower of London and a papier mâché replica of Stonehenge. In one corner is a mannequin wearing a suit of chain mail, in another, a large wooden board with th
ree holes in it: real stockades.

  This looks like it could be interesting.

  The other students trickle in. When the bell rings, the teacher ambles out from a back room. He’s a scrawny guy with long hair pulled back in a ponytail and thick glasses, but he somehow comes off as cool, wearing his dress shirt and tie over black jeans and cowboy boots.

  “Hi, I’m Mr. Erikson. Welcome to spring semester of British History,” he says. He grabs a jar off the table and shakes the papers inside. “First I thought we’d start by dividing up into British citizens. In this canister are ten pieces of paper with the word serf on it. If you draw one of those, you’re basically a slave. Deal with it. There are three pieces of paper with the word cleric; if you draw those, you’re part of the church, a nun or a priest, whichever is appropriate.”

  He glances toward the back of the room where a student has just slipped in the door. “Christian, nice of you to join us.”

  It takes all of my willpower not to turn around.

  “Sorry,” I hear Christian say. “Won’t happen again.”

  “If it does you’ll spend five minutes in the stocks.”

  “Definitely won’t happen again.”

  “Excellent,” says Mr. Erikson. “Now where was I? Oh yes. Five pieces of paper have the words lord/lady. If you draw one of these, congratulations, you own land, maybe even a serf or two. Three say knight—you get the idea. And there is one, and only one, paper with the word king, and if you draw that one, you rule us all.”

  He holds the jar out to Angela.

  “I’m going to be queen,” she says.

  “We shall see,” says Mr. Erikson.

  Angela draws a paper from the jar and reads it. Her smile fades. “Lady.”

  “I wouldn’t whine about it,” Mr. Erikson tells her. “It’s a good life, relatively speaking.”

  “Of course, if I want to be sold off to the richest man who offers to marry me.”

  “Touché,” says Mr. Erikson. “Lady Angela, everybody.”

  He makes his way around the room. He already knows the students and calls them by name.

  “Hmmm, red hair,” he says when he gets to me. “Could be a witch.”

  Someone snickers behind me. I steal a quick look over my shoulder to see Wendy’s obnoxious brother, Tucker, sitting in the seat behind mine. He flashes me a devilish grin.

  I draw a paper. Cleric.

  “Very good, Sister Clara. Now you, Mr. Avery.”

  I turn to watch Tucker draw from the jar.

  “A knight,” he reads, looking pleased with himself.

  “Sir Tucker.”

  The role of king goes to a guy I don’t know, Brady, who is, judging by the muscles and the way he accepts his rule like he deserves it instead of drawing it by chance, a football player.

  Christian goes last.

  “Ah,” he says faux mournfully, reading his paper. “I’m a serf.”

  Mr. Erikson follows this up by going around the room with a set of dice and making us roll to see if we survive the Black Plague. The odds of surviving are not good for serfs, or clerics, since they tended the sick, but miraculously I survive. Mr. Erikson rewards me with a laminated badge that reads, I SURVIVED THE BLACK PLAGUE.

  Mom will be so proud.

  Christian doesn’t make it. He receives a badge decorated with a skull and crossbones, which reads, I PERISHED IN THE BLACK PLAGUE. Mr. Erikson marks his death down in a notebook he has to keep track of our new lives. He assures us that the usual rules of life and death don’t apply as far as this exercise is concerned.

  Still, I can’t help but take Christian’s immediate demise as a bad sign.

  Mom is waiting for us at the front door when we get home.

  “Tell me everything,” she commands as soon as I cross the threshold. “I want to know all the details. Does he go to your school? Did you see him?”

  “Oh, she saw him,” Jeffrey says before I can answer. “She saw him and she passed out in the middle of the hallway. The whole school was talking about it.”

  Her eyes widen. She turns to me. I shrug.

  “I told you she’d pass out,” says Jeffrey.

  “You’re a genius.” Mom moves to ruffle his hair but he dodges her and says, “Too fast for you,” before her hand lands. “I put some chips and salsa out for you in the kitchen,” she says.

  “What happened?” she asks after Jeffrey goes to stuff his face.

  “Pretty much what Jeffrey said. Just keeled over in front of everybody.”

  “Oh, honey.” She offers me a sympathetic pout.

  “When I woke up, there was this girl who helped me. I think she could be a friend. And then . . .” I swallow. “He came back with the nurse and carried me to the nurse’s office.”

  Her mouth drops open. I’ve never seen her look so astonished. “He carried you?”

  “Yes, like some lame damsel in distress.”

  She laughs. I sigh.

  “Did you tell her his name yet?” comes Jeffrey’s voice from the kitchen.

  “Shut up,” I call.

  “His name is Christian,” he calls back. “Can you believe that? We came all this way so Clara could save a guy named Christian.”

  “I’m aware of the irony.”

  “But you know his name now,” Mom says softly.

  “Yes.” I’m unable to hold back a smile. “I know his name.”

  “And it’s all happening. The pieces are coming together.” She looks more serious now. “Are you ready for this, kiddo?”

  It’s all I’ve thought about for weeks, and I’ve known for the past two years that my time would come. But still, am I ready?

  “I think so?” I say.

  I hope.

  Chapter 4

  Wingspan

  I was fourteen when Mom told me about the angels. One morning at breakfast she announced that she was keeping me out of school for the day and we were going on a mother-daughter outing, just she and I. We dropped Jeffrey off at school and drove about thirty miles from our house in Mountain View to Big Basin Redwoods State Park, in the mountains near the ocean. My mom parked in the main lot, slung a backpack over her shoulder, said, “Last one up is a slowpoke,” and headed straight off along a paved trail. I had to practically jog to keep up with her.

  “Some mothers take their daughters to get their ears pierced,” I called after her. There was no one else on the trail. Fog shifted through the redwoods. The trees were as much as twenty feet in diameter, and so tall you couldn’t see where they stopped, only the small gaps between the branches, where beams of light slanted onto the forest floor.

  “Where are we going?” I asked breathlessly.

  “Buzzards Roost,” Mom said over her shoulder. Like that helped.

  We hiked past deserted campgrounds, splashed across creeks, ducked under gigantic mossy beams where trees had fallen across the path. Mom was quiet. This wasn’t one of those mother-daughter bonding times like when she took me to Fisherman’s Wharf or the Winchester Mystery House or IKEA. The stillness of the forest was punctuated only by our breathing and the scuff of our feet on the trail, a silence so heavy and suffocating that I wanted to yell something just to shatter it.

  She didn’t speak again until we reached a huge outcropping of rock jutting out of the mountainside like a stone finger pointing to the sky. To get to the top we had to climb about twenty feet of sheer rock face, which Mom did quickly, easily, without looking back.

  “Mom, wait!” I called, and scrambled after her. I’d never climbed so much as the rock wall in a gym. Her shoes flicked a spray of rubble down the slope. She disappeared over the top.

  “Mom!” I yelled.

  She peered down at me.

  “You can do this, Clara,” she said. “Trust me. It will be worth it.”

  I didn’t really have a choice. I reached up and grabbed at the cliff face and started to climb, telling myself not to look down where the mountain dropped off beneath me. Then I was at the top. I stood next
to Mom, panting.

  “Wow,” I said, looking out.

  “Pretty amazing, right?”

  Below us stretched the valley of redwoods rimmed by the distant mountains. This was one of those top-of-the-world places, where you could see for miles in every direction. I closed my eyes and spread my arms, letting the wind move past me, smelling the air—a heady combination of trees and moss and growing things, a hint of dirt and creek water and pure, clean oxygen. An eagle turned in a slow circle over the forest. I could easily imagine what that would feel like, to glide through the air, nothing between you and endless blue heaven but little tufts of cloud.

  “Have a seat,” Mom said. I opened my eyes and turned to see her sitting on a boulder. She patted the space beside her. I sat down next to her. She rummaged in her pack for a bottle of water, opened it, and drank deeply, then offered the bottle to me. I took it and drank, watching her. She was distracted, her eyes distant, lost in thought.

  “Am I in trouble?” I asked.

  She started, then laughed nervously.

  “No, honey,” she said. “I just have something important to tell you.”

  My head spun with all of the things that she might be about to spring on me.

  “I’ve been coming to this spot for a really long time,” she said.

  “You’ve met a guy,” I guessed. It seemed like a distinct possibility.

  “What are you talking about?” Mom asked.

  Mom had never dated much, even though everyone who met her liked her immediately, and men followed her around the room with their eyes. She liked to say that she was too busy for a steady relationship, too wrapped up with her job at Apple as a computer programmer, too occupied with being a single mom the rest of the time. I thought she was still hung up on Dad. But maybe she had some secret passionate affair she was about to confess to me. Maybe within a couple of months I’d be standing in a pink dress with flowers in my hair, watching her marry some guy I was supposed to call Dad. It’d happened to a couple of my friends.

  “You brought me out here to tell me about this guy you met, and you love him, and you want to marry him or something,” I said quickly, not looking at her because I didn’t want her to see how much I hated the idea.